I am a soldier

I am lonely and sad, I miss my family.
I can see thick white grey smoke from the bombs.
I hate mud on my jacket and I can taste it when I run  and walk.
I can hear a grenade and a bomb when someone throws them
I can smell gunpowder when someone shoots.
I use a rifie and it bombs and a bullet comes out and makes the noise
I don't like wars because we shoot people and they shoot us
There is lots of blood everywhere on the land
I can touch a tank and it feels like metal and smooth